Im upset and have no one to talk to?
Im crying while writing this and Im super upset. Im upset because my life just seems to keep getting worse
It started when my dad died exactly one week before I turned 8.
We have trouble with money so my mom is always freaking out about that.
Im home schooled so I dont see people daily.
I have 1 friend that didnt end up being a jerk a boy crazy teen or some jerk who cheats off me in school.
My mom goes to school a few days a week and still needs a job. So I am almost always alone.
My grandma has been in the hospital so my mom has been there with here and is always freaking out even more.
My mom has always had some illness my entire life. She complains about it a lot and she also has been saying how hard it was when her mom was sick. How does she think I feel? Who was there for me when she took medicine for a live problem that might of ended bad? What about when I was little and she went to the hospital?
We have 5 dogs The only one I actually wanted and took responsibility for was one but I end up taking care of them when my mom is gone.
No one seems to realize that a lot of the bad things in my life is THEIR fault.
My brother gets treated better. He gets to do what ever he wants my mom buys things he doesnt need and thats almost the opposite with me. i had to wait over a month for shoes that werent painful or falling apart or made of neon orange rubber while my brother just said he wanted shoes and he got them today.
When I try to say my problems to my mom she says Im over reacting and ignores me.
I have NO ONE to talk to about my problems. Listed above and the other reason is my one friend is still a new friend and it doesnt seem like telling my problems to her would make her want to invite me over again.
I cant clean anything. I freak out. My room is a mess because I have no where to put every thing and its hard to find the junk or the stuff to keep and no one helps me. I cant wash the dished because it takes me an hour because I replace the water because it gets brown and I scrub the dishes until I get everything off. And Im sick of doing all the hard wor with dogs when every one else gets all the perks.
Ive been sick the last few days feeling like Im gonna puke. And I cant sleep because my neck hurts badly and when Im super tired things freak me out.
I could go on for hours but Im tired…..
Wait just a little correction you may not have read all this which you should have but Im home schooled so my teacher is my mom who I dont talk to.
Which reminds me My moms keeps saying I should go some where and do some thing other then sit around all day in my room yet the only things she has suggested that would work she never does. i have never been to the new art museum after a month or 2.
I was in public school before. they treat us like morons and half of the people are My brother is a grade ahead of me and when he was in 7th grade my mom saw one of his spelling words was windmill or fireplace. And I had gone years with no one to talk to because every one else was just sooo important. And most people play sports to get calmed but it just stresses me out because I cant get it right and that happens with too many hobbies. And my room is filled with baskets of clothes that half are my moms and about 1/4 of my closet is filled with my moms puzzles and board games and my dresser is filled with winter clothes and I barely have any summer clothes that fit and arent ugly because my mom gives me her old clothes which are too big and are old lady style
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