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21st July 2010

Im upset and have no one to talk to?

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Im crying while writing this and Im super upset. Im upset because my life just seems to keep getting worse

It started when my dad died exactly one week before I turned 8.

We have trouble with money so my mom is always freaking out about that.

Im home schooled so I dont see people daily.

I have 1 friend that didnt end up being a jerk a boy crazy teen or some jerk who cheats off me in school.

My mom goes to school a few days a week and still needs a job. So I am almost always alone.

My grandma has been in the hospital so my mom has been there with here and is always freaking out even more.

My mom has always had some illness my entire life. She complains about it a lot and she also has been saying how hard it was when her mom was sick. How does she think I feel? Who was there for me when she took medicine for a live problem that might of ended bad? What about when I was little and she went to the hospital?

We have 5 dogs The only one I actually wanted and took responsibility for was one but I end up taking care of them when my mom is gone.

No one seems to realize that a lot of the bad things in my life is THEIR fault.

My brother gets treated better. He gets to do what ever he wants my mom buys things he doesnt need and thats almost the opposite with me. i had to wait over a month for shoes that werent painful or falling apart or made of neon orange rubber while my brother just said he wanted shoes and he got them today.

When I try to say my problems to my mom she says Im over reacting and ignores me.

I have NO ONE to talk to about my problems. Listed above and the other reason is my one friend is still a new friend and it doesnt seem like telling my problems to her would make her want to invite me over again.

I cant clean anything. I freak out. My room is a mess because I have no where to put every thing and its hard to find the junk or the stuff to keep and no one helps me. I cant wash the dished because it takes me an hour because I replace the water because it gets brown and I scrub the dishes until I get everything off. And Im sick of doing all the hard wor with dogs when every one else gets all the perks.

Ive been sick the last few days feeling like Im gonna puke. And I cant sleep because my neck hurts badly and when Im super tired things freak me out.

I could go on for hours but Im tired…..
Wait just a little correction you may not have read all this which you should have but Im home schooled so my teacher is my mom who I dont talk to.

Which reminds me My moms keeps saying I should go some where and do some thing other then sit around all day in my room yet the only things she has suggested that would work she never does. i have never been to the new art museum after a month or 2.
I was in public school before. they treat us like morons and half of the people are My brother is a grade ahead of me and when he was in 7th grade my mom saw one of his spelling words was windmill or fireplace. And I had gone years with no one to talk to because every one else was just sooo important. And most people play sports to get calmed but it just stresses me out because I cant get it right and that happens with too many hobbies. And my room is filled with baskets of clothes that half are my moms and about 1/4 of my closet is filled with my moms puzzles and board games and my dresser is filled with winter clothes and I barely have any summer clothes that fit and arent ugly because my mom gives me her old clothes which are too big and are old lady style

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1 On July 21st, 2010, Molly said:
you can email me

posted on July 21st, 2010 at 2:26 am
2 On July 21st, 2010, VeraWoo said:
try something artistic get everythin down on paper or in music or something. then ther is always the choice of talking to ppl i can help i have a similar situation at my home

posted on July 21st, 2010 at 2:26 am
3 On July 21st, 2010, katalina knapS said:
call kids helpline look it up in your area online they are strangers but professionals and could really help. try to do some deep breathing and relax talk to a teacher if you have to.

posted on July 21st, 2010 at 2:26 am
4 On July 21st, 2010, Hedgehoghedgehog said:
You can talk to me I can try to give you some advice.

posted on July 21st, 2010 at 2:26 am
5 On July 21st, 2010, Caroline said:
ok first of all if your brother is like 16 and gets what ever he wants then thats not ok if hes like 8 or 10 then thats understandable
second of all if u dont get anything you want why is ur room so dirty fromm not having any space to put anything?
third of all go to regular school it doesnt cost money all u do is get on a bus there and back sure u may need some money for supplies but thats all
and finally dont u think ur being a LITTLE selfish your mom has to raise two kids with a dead husband 5 dogs and no job the least you can do is something nice for her especially since mothers day is coming around make her a card it can make all the difference trust me

posted on July 21st, 2010 at 2:26 am
6 On July 21st, 2010, sad said:
Pray to God if you trust in him and talk to a counselor.

posted on July 21st, 2010 at 2:26 am
7 On July 21st, 2010, Guido said:
shelby is right the first step should be to call kids help line..by the way im the same with the whole dishes thing…and my stepdad annoys the hell outta me by telling me im the only one who does that…obviously i realise that im not the only one and he my stepdad is just unhygienic and a seriously lazy pathetic slob who thinks he knows me just coz he has studied teen counselling…anyway back to ur question…i can relate on a few things u said about the dishes feeling like mum cares more about brother start to feel sick when sad and since i just recently moved i only have a few friends but i stll talk to heaps of my other friends u r feeling depressed but dont do anything rash like cutting urself or stupid things like pain inflicting…what i do to clear depression is i listen to mellow but not sad music or rock music like linkin park bleed it out plus u need to tidy ur room constantly seeing and being around a mess does causes more depression write songspoems or a diary this will help u wen u feel like talking to someone i havnt used the help line but if u feel u really need to talk to some one just call them…and i think it doesnt show up on the phone bill so no1 would know if u r using it Painting also helps if u have free timejust paint wat u feel and if ur mum is telling u to get out of the house more often just go for a small walk to the park just to clear ur head and lastly feel free to cry and just let it all out when u r sad..its better than keeping it in Itll all get better in time good luck and trust me u r not alone.

posted on July 21st, 2010 at 2:26 am