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Im a 17 year old black female just to get that out of the way.

My high school is pretty much even as far as race white and black. Its a really big school and pretty much everybody is cool with each other as far as race goes.

There is 1 white kid who has more black friends that white. Weve went to the same school since kindergarten and its always been this way. Hes considered cool by the black kids outside of school hes always in black areas and is always at the black parties and it seems like he only dates black girls. In the entire time Ive known him hes only went out with 3 girls who arent black 1 puerto rican girl and 2 white girls.

This bothers me for some reason I guess I dont like interracial dating. Hes one of the coolest people I know even though we rarely talk but I just dont like him dating a bunch of black girls. I mean if it happens now and then thats one thing but its way more than that. Hes also went out with a few of my friends and I really dont like that.

I know its not really my business but should I ask him to stop dating black girls? Or at least my friends?

Okay this is a very complicated story. im not like those teen girls woh believe they love every single guy that comes along. At 14 i met a guy he is an amazing person who i have to admit i had a crush on him from the day i met him. After knowin him a year we began talkin and we have been datin for 7 months now…well im away like a long way away from him right now and i will be for a month : and it sucks well everything was good like we were txtin and he was so sweet but then he got kinda mean for no reason. I was rlly kinda like WHOA u know and confused. but then he explained the reason He doesnt trust himself with me away well that worried me alot cuz he has never mentioned that. then he says he wont cheat on me he just has his doubts about us datin. Im flippin 5000 miles away from him and rlly worried. He wont txt me back or anything. he stays mad at me for no reason and all he says is i have a lot on my mind…which sucks cuz he acts like i dont have alot on my mind. It isnt my fault i am away from him like it was my parents fault but i am going back there to be with him in exactly 1 month. The main thing that worries me is i dont know how i am gonna be without him. He is a friend to my whole family and he is always around. He says he wants to work things out but how can we do that if he wont txt me back? it makes no sense and this is very complicated PLZ HELP ME im completely in love with him and that is no doubt in my mind that he is right for me. i dont wanna break up with him but i never date a person who cheats no matter how much i love him PLZ help