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15th June 2010

first depressed now lonely?

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Hi I hope someone can give me some input/advice with an issue that is really bugging me. I had a bit of time 8months. Where I felt depressed. Nothing specific just no drive to do anything. I was assure this was just your everyday 17 year old depression. But lately it has been replaced with a really deep and profound sense of lonliness. I just want someone to talk to. Or somone to love. It sucks I just feel like there is no one outside of my family who is their for me.

I also feel like Im a nothing. I started to cut myself so I could be a proper crazy guy rather than not knowing what I am. I have not cut for 2 months now and rarely feel like doing it anymore.

I used to talk to my sister about my problems but after a fleeting high risk online relationship failure. Telling her Im gay. Telling her I tried to kill myself when I was 14. I think she thinks my problems are done.
I feel bad that I unload my issues onto her but I need someone to talk to.

She has taken to just kinda be littling my problems now. She will laugh or tell me to shut up or get a grip. And say its just me being a self absorbed teen.

She might be right but I need somebody.
I cant talk to my mum or dad because they dont know Im gay.

My questions are.
1. How can I stop feeling so lonely
2. How can I feel like a have an identity
3. How can I make my sister take me seriously
4. How can I work out what I am

I hope I didnt sound like a idiot too much. It just gets on top of me sometimes and I dont know how to handle it.
How do I go about getting a therapist ?

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1 On June 15th, 2010, reeta said:
See a therapist. Im serious. It really helps. And if they want to put you on drugs take them. Theyll help. After that things will start to fall into line eventually.

Edit: Check your local phonebook for psychologists in your area. You can also try googling terms like Psychologist and enter your city/area. Thats important finding a good psychologist. Dont settle for a counselor. Psychologists have a better degree than regular counselors. Also not all psychologists are the same. You might need to try more than one before you find one that you feel comfortable with. If the first one or three arent connecting try again.

posted on June 15th, 2010 at 3:25 am
2 On June 15th, 2010, AALUNGA said:
sign urself in activities make friends get a job talk 2 ppl get 2 noe them

posted on June 15th, 2010 at 3:25 am
3 On June 15th, 2010, jennifer said:
Talk to someone you dont really know like on the internet. So that way you can tell them everything and trust them too. Best bet.

posted on June 15th, 2010 at 3:25 am
4 On June 15th, 2010, confusedwifey said:
Many online communities such as youtube have wonderful caring people that will gladly be your friend and help you with any problems and talk to you trust me And as for the problem for your parents just come out and tell them youre gay even though it may be super hard I mean whats the worst they can do once they find out? There are books out there basically focusing on every question you asked so check out some books from the library or buy some. To make your sister take you seriously might be hard. Try a oneonone talk with her explaining you really need her help and her guidance means a lot to you. I hope i helped a little. I wish you the best of Luck

posted on June 15th, 2010 at 3:25 am
5 On June 15th, 2010, Girl. said:
being gay does set your limits on meeting someone but there are websites made specially for gay ppl so its easier to find someone knowing that everyone is gay.
I too wanna feel loved and give my love to someone outside my family
and your sister needs to stop being a btch i would def understand and try to help and although your gay we can still be friends

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posted on June 15th, 2010 at 3:25 am