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24th September 2010

teen schizophrenia? do i have it?

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hi im 15 and i think i might be schizophrenic. Ill say my symptoms and i would like a response of what you guys think. Ok usually something triggers the symptoms. like me getting angry sad or scared. Then i get these hot and cold flashes and i have uncontrolable urges to break things scratch out my eyes and do otherwise self destructive things. Then usually i will hear voices and on occaison i see strange things in the walls. Whenever my parents are talking to eachother and i hear them i always think they are talking about me and planning to send me away somewhere. I often times get severe depression or anger over pety issues. Sometimes i really want to injure people around me and torture them though i have gone to every length to keep myself from hurting myself and others. Sometimes i do things i dont want to do but i do them anyways as if im blinded from who i really am and what i would really do in that situation. For instance one day i decided to take a piss in the football lockers and i would never normally do something like that. i know its stupid but then it sounded hilarious. then later after i did it i realized… FOOTBALL PLAYERS so basically i got in trouble and almost killed my my schools football team. I know schizophrenia is often times hereditary. and can be brought on by drug use and other things. there has been some substancial drug use in my part but i am currently trying to quit it. My mom has Multiple Sclerosis and depression if maybe that has been passed on to me and caused these happenings. so yeah… serious helpful responses would be greatly appreciated and some advice on what to do or how to get help would be nice. This is messing up my life and im scared so i really need help fast.
oh and by the way often times i find myself typing or writhing the wrong thing. my brain thinks a but my hands write z. I want to say car but instead i say fish i cant help it. Is this just my lack of focus oooorrr…?

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1 On September 24th, 2010, A B said:
you sound like me : hmmm maybe you should try to talk to someone about it : i think you do have schizophrenia : hope u get well

posted on September 24th, 2010 at 1:33 am
2 On September 24th, 2010, sandi said:
look you need to get your mind on something thats positive so that this negative thoughts wont go in ur head . this reminds me of when i was young that i thought that the wall was speaking to me so every night i would cry and SElf torture myself. ask yourself this are you the one that thinks of this or does it come in your head out of nowhere? good luck and i know youll get over this nothing is forever

posted on September 24th, 2010 at 1:33 am
3 On September 24th, 2010, Rachel said:
It is clear that you need help. Whether its schizophrenia or not I cant say. I can tell you that its fairly likely that you dont have MS yet. Normally MS symptoms dont appear until age 20 and usually cognitive dysfunction is not one of the first symptoms.

My first suggestion: get clean. With the issues you have you dont need to compound it with drugs. And youre 15 for crying out loud youve got your whole life ahead of you even though you may not be able to see it. Give yourself the best possible start to your life as you can.

Second: get help. Dont let it get out of hand because it easily could. If your parents cant get you in to see a psychologist go see your GP or your family doc. And if you ever have thoughts of wanting to hurt yourself or others dont wait either go to the emergency room or call 911. You have to look out for you. The simple fact that you recognize whats going on in your own mind is a tremendous first step you have no idea how many people never seek help because they have no idea theyre sick.

good luck

posted on September 24th, 2010 at 1:33 am