what am i feeling help?
Im real confused right now and just wanted some advice from you guys….
I graduated high school last year and have gone off to college far away from home. During my last 2 years of high school me and this girl got really close. It was weird nothing sexual / romantic at all we were and are like best friends. It was cool to have a girl to talk to about stuff that wasnt my girlfriend.
A month before we both went off to college she got involved with this guy back home which was fine he was cool. So we went off to different colleges pretty far from home with her doing the long disance thing with the guy back home.
That kinda messed up her first term at college as she was missing him loads. Because im just a stupid boy i got a little jealous protective but kept it to myself and got over it with a pretty short fling with someone at my new college. But now they have decided to go on a break a few weeks ago because the long distance just wasnt working. We are all coming back home soon for easter she said she wants to back together as everyone returns from college for a month.
I am really confused because i cant get her out of my head. We talk on aim lots and we are still good friends. I tell her my problems and she tells me hers and we laugh and joke. But i still find myself thinking about her and the conversations we have during the day randomly. Its crazy because i know i dont want a long distance relationship it would not work and would destroy up our friendship and make us unhappy. Which i why i dont understand the emotions i am feeling. help
Thanks
Ollie
The part that i really dont get it that while we were at high school everyone thought we were in a relationship. She is not the type of girl i would normally go for either. There are girls that i kinda like in my classes and i know feel the same. But i still find myself thinking of her. Not sure if i just care for her as a sister and dont want her to get hurt?
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